ain't a fairytale. . . .

We live to learn, and learn to live.... Life is not a fairytale, nor a princess story... Even after thousand times been deceived.. The greatest point is where we able to stand up from fallen apart...

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heart..starves as well as bodies..give us ROSES..give us bread..--and give me SALMON d most!!--

March 30, 2009

jalan~jalan di BTS

besh2..today we spent our lazy body n time at BTS (Berjaya Time Square)..


in the middle is Azai's skoolmate, Chot..


kat tepi jlan pown jadik la ekkk....


memula,azai g Lowyat dulu,nkcrik pendrive..so,sblum gi beli2 tu depa melantak kt 1901 kt bwah Lowyat tuh...waaa..aku plak knyg lagik,p aku melantak mashed potato die je la...mmng sedap..umakattaa!

azai..tgh menikmati hotdog yg sedappppppppp


1901 again..lalallla....


melantak 1901..besh2


food for friendship.....


tgh jlan2 kt BTS tu..tetibe nmpak maskot kawaiii ni..memula die dnak blah..p aku tarikkk tgn die nk tgkp gambo gak!!..besa gile pale die siot...aku tendang skit da tergolekk...hahahaha...kawaii..kawaiiii

March 28, 2009

kulihat...hitammm~~~

I embed here..a must see-video clip about Earth Hour Malaysia 2009
(kinda funny n cute!)



but,actually..i felt a bit dissappointed on our contribution on this campaigne...( sorry for not doing any supports in my blog as i couldn't get enuff time lately...) i did feel excited before the Earth Hour 2009 campaigne and i felt like i wanna turn off all lights..n walking around outside watching how "GELAP" MALAYSIA will be...but.......i was in KTM komuter and around midvalley's bustop during EarthHour and what i saw was...K.L was still bright..there's a lot of people didn't switch off that Edition's creation especially private apartments,hostels...

March 26, 2009

me vs chocs & cheese......




it's
all
about
my
head...




  1. last morning i had my breakfast with a choc bun + milo
  2. the afternoon i had a piece of mini cadburry (sbb mkcik baazar sains tu tkde duet syiling nk pulgkn bile ak beli mineralwater..so,die suh ak amek choc!)
  3. the night,i had another cup of milo

then,the results is here = a 3days nonstop headache..

huh!i had to stop eating choc n cheese for a while as it might trigger my migraine again..hate this!hate this!!!!i dooooo~~loooveee choc n cheeesseeee...waaaa...how could this be..so cruell to meeee~~~i want choc!iwant choc!i want it!iwant it!!!!!


March 25, 2009

i want my money!!!

today was the uncountable-th times i went to Pejabat Bendahari UM..it was on bright shiny afternoon with full of dizziness on my head..and ofkoz it was so hot..and ofkoz it was enuff for me to feel uncomfortable...n put my mood on highly unstable mode..
but..as always..i do can predict what they gonna tell me..and yes,it was true..

"we're sorry..we couldn't determine where is your cash right now"
"we still don't get any conformation from bank about your cash"
"we couldn't inform you that the cheque is still running here or not"

what the HELL are theseee stewwpeedddd words that i kept hearing about 2 MONTHS AGO!!

it's coming to end of this semester..and i still havn't get my Pinjaman Kerajaan Negeri Selangor. by refund bank through Bendahari Universiti Malaya..
i supposed to get the cash on 20th January 2009, and it's 25th March now...over 2 month..
what the hell did bendahari did with my money???!! i want my money! my right!!masalahnye..why'd on earth did UM put my bank account yg tak aktif,5 tahun sudah mase aku kat AAJ tuh...what's the point aku pgi mmeantkan dii beratur mcm org gila wat account BankIslam...huh!!!



i was sooooo sad...been alone here..fighting with killing damn-migrain...missing my family..my mum....mama~~i misshh yuh~~!! i mish ur hand..ur belaian..waaaaaa :( :(

March 24, 2009

hurmm.........

iknowi'mnotsupposedtopostmyfeelingshere..butijzcan'tbearit...

why it's so hard for men to understand women...??????..

i jz can't stand if any of u (men) said, it's common that us (women) used to be so angry/mad.

aren't u see there must be a reason if we get mad....

i hate the states :-
"women...used to be mad..."
"it's normal when they get moody"
"i do understand, n i get used to your angry"
huh!!!..

March 23, 2009

DISNEY ON ICE : PRINCESS WISHES


wooohooooo~~!!!...i couldn't believe it,till now, that i did watch this..hahahaha....anyway, the show was soooo good...n full of advantureous skill,of course kinda enthuasism for me as i'm not too "terrer" la bab2 skating2 nieh...and there were a bunch of "ouuhh~~" n "aaahhh~~" and "woww!!" and ofkoz loads of applause from crowds.

we were so "teruja" watching their acts while skating...past was when watching High School Musical on Ice..(didn't believed it oso same like this moment's feelings)
the cute snow white's dwarf who were bigger than me

wow!!!

awesome....

tinkerbell in cinderella's carriage

at the rinkside



p/s: I'LL POST THE PICTURES LATER AS THE CAMERA IS NOT HERE...AND MY SIS STILL HAVEN'T UPLOADED THEM YET!!C'MON!!I TAK SABAR!!

March 18, 2009

Berakhir sudah....

Berakhir sudah penantian aku...(ayat mcm serious jer)..yepp..final of my destination in here, in Feseni...in music studio..i couldn't get to final for both my participation in English Solo n Irama Melayu Solo..huhuhu...(dah sore tksedap,4 sure awal2 saringan dh kene tendang)..yet, i still satisfied..not satisfied la,more to bersyukur not really satisfied of myself performing sebab was too nervous there..i should get rid of it..as if..hahaha,tapi..takde rezeki..i was so bersyukur n thankful..yer la, final is just around the corner,3 weeks more to go..masyaAllah...betapa singkatnya masa ini.. i always think,sempat tak nk study nieh..so, dengan terkeluar nya aku dari Feseni ni, maka dengan bangganya aku dapat spend lebih masa untuk study...oyeahhh.oyeahhh!!...
So,lepas ni no more worries,to struggle finishing assignments n so on..worries about time etc.. Alhamdulillah...at least i get more time to study...

n congratz oso to NiNa & FaiZuL...as they both manage to get to final......
Solo Nyanyian Asli - FaiZuL
Solo Nyanyian English - NiNa
Solo Irama Malaysia - NiNa & FaiZuL
n k9 will get to win!!k9 boleh!!

March 13, 2009

FESENI '09

This is the moment that the UM students waiting for mostly for those whu really into arts... FESENI UM or FESTIVAL SENI UNIVERSITY MALAYSIA is a event where arts take places.. there were loads of events such as Choir, Nasyid, Teathre, Solo Performance, Boria, Pop Band, Etnic Traditional Dancing, Kompang, Acoustic,Dikir Barat (Kelantanese Native Musical Form) and Poem Manifestation.
This festival will be held starting from 16 March 2009 ~ 3 April 2009 (Final Night) and under HEP and Pusat Kebudayaan University Malaya.
Do come and enjoy our performance~~~~


March 6, 2009

what a grateful morning~~

When the last time you did something good for others? Have u heard about “buat baik dibalas baik”? (Assuming good faith repay with goods).
It’s hardly seen especially in this metro social life of K.L..but until this morning, I found myself in fortunately filled with gratitude. I was kinda late for lecture (not too late if I had transport),it was about 8.50 am when I was passing by the K9’s main gate. I dunno whether the bas was there and left early (as usually he’ll come around 8.50, tak pun, 2-3 minit sblum kul 9 baru terhegeh2 nak dtg) or he didn’t came at all,but i was very sure it was late for me to wait as other people gone already.
So, dengan gagah nye me menuju ke fac. Walking lah nieh. Dahla just had sarapan, i walked with the heavy bag n heavy stomach (which is full with Nasi Lemak..)huhuuh...But then, after about 100m I walked,a metallic greened-Viva stop by beside me. A girl inside the car asked me where to go and offered a ride as iIwas walking alone. I was like Alhamdulillah~~~so baik hati the 2 girls. The were too nice with me and after a little chat along the way to campus, I found that they both a Fakulti Pendidikan's student ( Faculty of Education) and doing TESL, I remembered one was Zarina, n one who’s drove was Suraya, both the 3rd year. Huhuhu..syukur Alhamdulillah u guys gave me the ride n thankfully i felt for them. So happy n relief to meet some nice people that still exist..huhuhu...
Thanks to Zarina n Suraya, Tessels's student, Cempaka's block...thanks a lot

March 5, 2009

newbies on my shopping list

today's lecture day ended up with walking back for college through Mahsa. today's menu might be stretchable-"sotong sambal" or crispy "udang kertas" (dimasak bersama kulit-kulit dan kepalanya).so i decided to "singgah"the mini market to buy something for dinner.

i grabbed 2 "air kotak" milo n bought spinach soup (ala, bayam tumis air laaaa..),n just before paying, i saw in a glance a rack that filled with instant noodles. one pack that attracted me which it was written in green "Spinach Mee" on it.....

"ha,yg ini bagus kot.tak mcam megi lain"

me murmured there,alone, making another attraction for others.they might think, what a "cerewet" girl i am... or i was on my budget so i got to calculate first the
price....(that was really happened when i went shopping "barang dapur" with Ayah)

then, i get back to my room..and my roomate, Azai saw what i did buy, commented with a little silly and insulting laugh..." ko ni bia btul Erna,sakan beli brg berzat besi nieh"

~haih~i'v got to change my list on shopping lah..really.
spinach on the first,then goes Milo..or Horlick...
aiseymen...iron oh besi~~

March 4, 2009

iRon

this post is not exactly about iron which bring mean of "sterika"...not also about iron that found everywhere at construction sites..it's about iron (Ferrum) nutrient in your food..(well, those iron contain Ferrum "oso" lah..)

this special week for K9 as we are having our "Pesta Hari Terbuka Kolej 9", will be filled with loads of activities,n this afternoon was a session for National Blood Donation. i went down 4 a lunch regardless knowing there's a bunch of people laying on a "kerusi panjang" n said to Afa (roomate) "wut d hell is goin on here..dining table is gone..where supposed to lunch?lantai ke" ...

usually, students here will take their meal at the "dewanmakan" so, the dining table supposed to be full filled in there lah.but we saw like just 4-5 tables n we guessed that others might have their lunch in room but we didn't bring the "tapau" as we planned to eat downstairs.

then after a bit more steps ahead n a little bit "whooped", with my fingers on my lips i do realize
that "owh,God i forgot there's a blood donation campaign today..."

i love doing sumthing job like this.if there any "fat donation" pun i might be the front-line person.haha..then,rushed having the lunch,n with the hand "berbau ikan" even i did washed(as makcik dewanmakan so "kedekut" to fill the sabun container at the sink),i rushed to a table for a registration, that u must do before doing the blood donation.this is my 2nd time after last year's campaign in UM also.

n then my turn come to check the weight n bloodtype test.after a while there was a husky sound "omg!i've gained 1kg!" (n ofkoz my weight is a big big secret that i dunwanna put in here) with a glummy n a bit fustrated face =( .then i sat beside the "kakak nurse" who was gonna "cucuk" my finger n it was a bit "oucched" as i am afraid of blood ( not of "jarum" anymore).
i didn't look at any condition of my finger,let it be..let it be ( n i could feel my fingertips was sweating) until i felt sumthing's wrong, in my head.."eh,lame nye..tak abes2 g ke??" y'd on earth did the "kakak" not finished yet taking my blood? then, a sighed came.i turned my head on her "sorry adik,tak boleh derma darah, tak cukup zat besi"........

and i was in a bit blur,erk..."zatbesi"?? funny lah...frustatedly walking towards Afa n Azai. n i could see how my face is faced that time = (frust + blur) "frustatedly blurr"
n i got a lot of laughs..Afa's n Azai's....
chehss!!

iron ball..hell no i'll eat this..hohohoh

(is anyone can tell me, if iron such as "besi katel" boleh makan tak..banyak kt bilik nieh..hoho)


-iron (Ferrum) is the 4th row element




  • iron/ferrum's shell electron
  • 26 electrons
  • 4 orbitals with 2 electron valence at outer orbital



sorryla, ter"dragged" u into this crayyzee chemistry world