ain't a fairytale. . . .

We live to learn, and learn to live.... Life is not a fairytale, nor a princess story... Even after thousand times been deceived.. The greatest point is where we able to stand up from fallen apart...

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heart..starves as well as bodies..give us ROSES..give us bread..--and give me SALMON d most!!--

June 29, 2009

a Letter for her...
in the time she read this..this post might be few weeks or a months old..
(it's hard to find CC in bintulu..n the hostel might have bad signal for wi-fi)

she's my bestfriend, she's my supporter...she's the one who had make a step beyond her journey of her life...she had to take the step that the step will later take her to the place she will be known as one of her dreams..i left here apart from me,with a hope...a hope that my parent lend on her too...

dear sis..the best of luck there and loads of my prayers for you...may ur dreams will come true...

may we meet later Bintulu...

June 26, 2009

the end head-breaking exam...n going to bintulu ....


back from UM...all along the road my ears were overloaded by Michael Jackson's song..some station might wanna make tribute for him...( i wonder wut was it like the times of Elvis Presley's , James Brown's or Marylin Monroe's mourn..hurmm)

next morning i'll be on my flight for bintulu..chasing mom,dad n my sisters there..sobb..sobb.. leaving me here alone~~not fair! ( act, i was the one reason let me left by myself...)--> my final for short-sem was this afternoon..tough one...but with the lect's smile makes my heart mealted~~~enuff to make me forget about how hard the questions were...[grinnedd...]

n i wish i'll pass this paper so that i won't bother the lect to see my face again next sem :) :) :) aminnnn........

breaking the news..the death of King of Pop

apparently..we heard the news of Michael Jackson's death cause of cardiac problems today at his house, L.A.....with evryone's praying for this as a rumour..sadly it was not...he was a huge....

June 19, 2009

Save Our Environment Jom!


Yea..i know i'm a bit out of line..not too late i thnik..in fact..there's no such specific time or date to remind ourselves about how important to always keeping our environment in a "healthy", "fleshy" condition, even the World Environment Day is hosted annually on 5th June along the week.



This year theme was "Your Planet Needs You - Unite to Combat Climate Change"

Yup..it is positively our world is having its climate change..heyy..duncha feel hot nowadays??! n we can see vividly when Malaysia was attacked by "Jerebu" lately..this is the signs of how silly n carelees we are in controlling our life..in keeping our mother nature..


The Ministry of Health itself said that during that days..our country is full with dust, smokes..n the clarity of the sky was..my goodnes, driving was hesitately even ur chest is closed to the steering wheel..( i was at Kuantan that time)

And i was accidentally watching some tv show..there was a campaign and an organization showed us 1 way on how to save ur money n save environment....the remainder of uncooked or unused vegies can be a cleaning detergent! whoaa..this's the ways..
  1. Put the vegetables in a water..about 5-6L
  2. Add some "gula merah" about half packet (500g)

  3. Leave it for 2-3 month n u can use them as for cleaning floor. Easy right??!!

One more thing is..our "POLYSYTERENE" ..do u know the fact about it??

Polystyrene or we usually called if "TAPAU" or "POLiSTREN" is a plastic which is made by vinyl polymer..a really2 long hydrocarbon chain ( n of coz,one of petroleum stuff)..this chain is hardly biodegradable and it may take hundred years. During this period, any gases could emerge which cause our land feel more hot...(like methane n carbon dioxide)

Some environmental issues said WE are still have lack of consumer awareness on how serious this problem is. A few days ago, another accidentally i heard an ad on the radio about a guy who buy "lauk nasi bungkus" (foods) using his "mangkuk tingkat" (sort of tupperwares) and i was like..hey..what a nice n smart act! that advertisement is actually great! we can save our world by juz using our own tupperware to "tapau" foods from stall.no more polystyrene guys..c'mon..if u think this's kinda embrass u n may cost u to wash the dish...let me ask u..how much ur water-bill u have to pay for washing the tupperware..comparing to the prices that we and our grandchildren have to pay even to have a sip of fresh,clean oxygen in the future......let's think about it...


u wanna use this??? stop right now!!!
think about ut future!
this thing will make u could not breathe...

this thing will make u fell hot all day (even at night!)
this thing..even u have thrown it away..u're gonna met them again!!





so..let's us both of us..we are eco-friendly!!! we are not gonna make ur life miserable!!!! have fun with us!!

June 10, 2009

another vacation..

i'll be away for 'nother trip to Kuantan plak...huhuuh...a bit penat la along these 2 weeks...asekk jalan, jalan, jalan dan jalan....hehehe...dun envy me...hahaha...i'll place any pics insyaAllah.....

my day today was horrible!!like been cheated lah..lastminute my lec paste a note cancelling the lecture...haiyoh...seb la lect tu chumeyl dn hensemm....kesemputan berlari2 ke lect hall!!

June 8, 2009

too much good news...

actually, the surprises showed up a few days ago on our Penang trip....my sis ( who's sitting lower form STPM ) got offers from Johor Matriculation (Pure Science) and Bintulu Campus UPM ( dipl's.. n i dun really know wut course she was offered by, sumthn about penternakan laa.. )..hamekkk... i kept gigling n gulenk2 around looked at how confuse she was..making a decision on both choices... mase nak tak dapat langsung plak kan..ni dh dpat...susah lak nk decide...alhamdulillahhh..at last she finally get some...proving that she ain't no good in her SPM...




June 7, 2009

A Trip to Penang....

been away from internet for past 5-6 days...that explained why no recent entries updated here... too bz for that..i jz came back from a trip to Penang wit my whole family members..a really2 fun, exciting n yet..really tiring journey...


departed on evening of last wednesday, (3rd June)...even my mom's plan was...started the engine jz right after my lecture finish...but a sudden call came..her not-seen-10years-old-bestfriend when staying at Gombak ( my primary time ) came stopped by..gosh..mama was so excited!!we reached penang around 2 in th morning!!i was the driver n my eyes was like panda!


almost everyday...wait..it was everyday! we had our breakfast with "Telur Sotong"...it's like trademark for Penang ( but mybe only 4 us ) but i don't know wether others recognize this speciality for this place...others might see it like disgusting...hey,it's a food...once u'v tasted it,u'll never regret...so marvellous i bet u won't forget the taste..


been to Pesta Bunga 2009, travelled trough whole "Tanjung", sightseeing at Balik Pulau, went to Cornwallis Fort...my~~so much places we've been and i couldn't barely feel my feet....


wut i can say is...Penang is so crowded with FOODS!!! foodstalls everywhere! u no need to worry for being starving for foods..u can get anything,anywhere,anytime!!...

there was a restaurant "Nasi Kandar Beratur"...<--the name is like "what d heck?" but i bet this stall must be famous around there...it only opens on 10 in the evening till dawn....(really like wut d heck rite???...hahaha)


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6th June 2009

Fort Cornwallis..among the oldest and the largest standing fort..named after Charles Cornwallis, Governor Bengal, India. This historical structure plays role as among the main early history of settlemen of Pulau Pinang...


tried to shoot Francis Light, to kick the Union Jack...ngagaga.. badd gurll.....




Last but not least...Pantai Merdeka, our last stop before going back home...here the reminiscence of past in memory lane... again,my mom met her oldies bestrest fren at Kota Kuala Muda, Kedah.....


then finally we could get back for homee...arghhh....finally!!!!...n we reached Nilai on 3 in the morninggg [yawwwnnnn]