ain't a fairytale. . . .

We live to learn, and learn to live.... Life is not a fairytale, nor a princess story... Even after thousand times been deceived.. The greatest point is where we able to stand up from fallen apart...

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August 19, 2010



dear baby,

i might have not show u enough how much i love u honey...
i am sorry...i know u might be thinking all this time i am not aware of you..
but that's not true...
.......
i am so sorry if sometimes i was not there, beside u when u're lonely..
i am sorry if u didn't see how much i care about u
i am sorry if i have been neglecting u for a while...
i am sorry if i ever hurt u...
i am really2 sorry because i was very busy to be there for u..

but i always think about u...
i always love when we spend our time together..
the best moment was when we both alone on a long journey for a long time...
i always love the way u are...
i always love how u drive me crazy when u let me be wherever i want...
i always love when u let me get whatever i want..
but i love u the most even i couldn't go wherever or i couldn't get whatever i wanted...
i love you the most~~

but it was not my decision to let you go...
i always wanted you not to be far away....
i always wanted you by my side....
i can't control the circumstances...
they want something else..but i don't want it...
even i want..i don't wanna loose you....

please do me a favor..
please let me LOVE u one more time...
please let me HAVE u ..... even it's for the last time..i don't wanna feel it so....
please..........

last night when the rain was falling, i saw you...
i hate that how i couldn't be with you.....
how i wish i could hug you and warmth you

i hope u know that i was never wanna loose you...
i hope u know....that we will be given another chance..to be together....

Lovely,
Erna

to my dearest baby, Miss Kay

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