ain't a fairytale. . . .

We live to learn, and learn to live.... Life is not a fairytale, nor a princess story... Even after thousand times been deceived.. The greatest point is where we able to stand up from fallen apart...

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heart..starves as well as bodies..give us ROSES..give us bread..--and give me SALMON d most!!--

March 15, 2011

VAVi Ko AMATTTT...


entry yang emo dan tension!!!
you wanna WAR ??

hari ni aku isytihar perangggg !! angkat senjata !!!

ko memang babi Haziq ...

March 14, 2011

Malaysian Attitude on the road #2 - wandering...


Assalamualaikum w.b.t and Salam 1 Malaysia...

Have you ever been wondering while wandering? - what a wierd question huh??
that's a normal..

But, have you ever be behind a car that seemed like wondering and wandering while driving??
that's a normal too but totally will lead me going crayyyyzeeeeeeyyyy pig (whoopsie,)

Okay, i understand that maybe the car is finding a location or something that is unknown...
finding a long-lost schoolmate's house, or locating your office-mate at a coffeehouse you never been before, or finding a shop that offering discount which you just saw it in a magazine a while ago....

but puhh-leeeaaasssseee.....
do light your indicator signal or drive to the leftside of the road..
don't wander around on the center/main road or you will cause other to curse at you....me as well don't really like it... berdosa tau mencarut2 nih!!!!

you might cause an accident you know...
if others didn't notice you...

we drivers, are just drivers, not a specialist psychologist that can read other's mind - that topic was never in JPJ test's syllabus..

March 12, 2011

"jishin" (earthquake) 8.9 ritcher di timur laut Jepun... atleast 1000 mangsa...

Salam....
rasanya semua dah tahu breaking news about strong earthquake that hit Japan yesterday evening.
sudah 1000 mayat ditemui buat masa kini, report says...
masyaAllah, kalau Allah dah izinkan untuk ia berlaku, maka terjadilah ia..
report says Malaysian selamat di sana, Alhamdulillah....
semoga Allah melindungi mereka di sana...
hope kawan2 saya yang ada lagi disana selamat adanya...

teringat pengalaman jishin 7.9ritcher di Nagaoka ketika Ramadhan... Alhamdulillah semuanya selamat and they healed amazingly fast..



March 10, 2011

bustling days, a date with ana raffali and a job


Salam...
so the last week was kinda a bustling one , been bounded up by some stuffs...
preparation for assignments, and ofcourse this is the most part i've been complaining for, but realized it was a duty and responsibility so, shut my mouth up then..

and then, got a date with ana raffali along with few of my friends...
thanks to my course-mate because she was the one who offered us to be featured there!!
couldn't upload the pictures here until April as we took the photoshoot for coming edition of dara.com
but what can i express here is.... she was adorable! so humble, cute and plus funny!!
i might not be her rabid fan but hanging out with her such a jolly... we talked and had meals together like we were long-time-no-see- old-friends..

and the weekend.....
an exhausted phase yet satisfied one...
another part-time working days of getting other peoples married!!!
hey, i'm a good person 'aite?
very tired because working on feet, passing brochures and explaining product for customer..
.. like a sales marketing job.. . . . . . . . . . . . . eventhou i hated the most this kinda stuff a few years back then...
but yet fun as i could see a few faces of few peoples which in their way to their most once-in-a-lifetime- w-day !! ada yang too excited to choose wedding card,
ada yang gaduh2 dalam hphone sbb partner tak datang and ' i have to make decision right now as you are not her and if not, we are not getting married' conversation was there..
ada jugak yg datang 2 kali, 1st day just 2 of them and 2nd day, brought along parent sebab 'makbapak i nak pilih sendiri kad kawen'...dgn muka mencebik..haahaha...

so, that was it...
gmbar belum sempat up, tapi ini sahaja yg ada....


okay, you can ignore the picture above..
have a nice day!!!!

if you are having fun with your job, then your job is your funfair..
get less stress!!

February 27, 2011

Malaysian Attitude on the Road #1 - potong..potong..potong


Assalamualaikum dan Salam 1 Malaysia guys..
(eh, rase mcm nkbg speech raih undi pulak)

Okay, harini aku nk gebang kesah pasal attitude rakyat2 Malaysia on the road (dijalanraya)..

Kenapa aku nkcite psl hal ni?pasal almostall the time of my day-life i spent on the road by car.. bukan bermakna aku org gila, baring2 atas jlnraya tu...gilehape....

Everyweek aku berulang dr PJ-Nilai, weekdays pulak drive for campus life, and between that time sometimes i've to drive for some job at TTDI.
So almost jln2 yg aku lalu adalah jln highway,jln bndar, dan sesak....and ofkoz penuh dgn kenderaan di mana aku dpt saksikan kehebatan pemandu, drama, babak2 menarik kt jalanraya neh.. ade yg buatkan aku geleng2 kepala, ade yg buatkn aku gelak sensorg mcm org gile, mcm2 la...

So,today em gonna spread out what i've experienced,i've seen and i've felt...

remember the commercial of p1 wimax 'potong-potong'???
and they once had been such a phenomena bila mana tagline "POTONG" itu berkumandang di mana sahaja...
unexceptional for some Malaysian drivers - potong saja di mana saja anda berada... tapi awas... jgn smpai tersalah potong kereta polis pula....

inilah salah satu bad attitude of Malaysian drivers : potong
cuntuhla, potong line dekat trafficlight..itu sudah menjadi perkara biasa..
elok2 kat trafficlight tu ade 2 lane, smpai jadik 3 lane...
ini terjadi bila ade kereta yg xreti bahasa ni dari jauh nmpak jammed panjang disebabkan trafficlight merah dan dia terus ke lane kiri untuk mengutip kesempatan, bila trafficlight hijau nanti mulala mereka menyelit2 masuk ke lane kanan mereka.

dan ini mengakibatkan lane kereta di bahagian kiri sesak akibat perebutan hak dan kuasa jalan untuk meloloskan diri dari lampu hijau sebelum merah...

dan paling tragis bila barisan2 kereta yg sepatutnya dihadapan kereta yg memotong tu ( tapi jadi di belakang akibat kereta tu dah potong awal2) tak dapat melepasi lampu hijau tadi..

so demn tragic !!

come on la beb... semua org mengejar masa... semua org ada hak masing2 atas jalanraya..
kalau ko kata ko nk cepat,dah lambat.. hey!! time management beb!tak pernah belajar ke??? gerak la awal bai nk kuar umah...
hormatilah yg terdahulu.. be in your line, not off your line !!
respect others if you want other to respect you...
tak guna jugak kereta mahal2 cantik2 kilat2 tapi perangai bila drive, na'uzubillah....

don't potong...it ain't cool...
pesanan khidmat masyarakat ini di bawa khas untuk anda dari cloverx...lalalalala
(oopss..aku rasa mcm tiru fly.fm punya tag je...heheh..)



February 16, 2011

perginya satu kehidupan.... (part 2)


Salam..

semalam, xsempat update.. physical condition yg x mengizinkan...
seharian berguling2 sakit perut.. ape yg aku makan pun xtahu.... lantakla...

harini baru ada kekuatan nak update,
nk story psl kisah sedih, 1st time kehilangan kucen..

Na'oMei.... ibu kucing kpd 3 org, eh, anak2 kucing dekat rumah kami,
mati kelmarin kat tepi rumah kitaorg...
xtahu bila, tau2 tghari kelmarin jiran sebelah, Kak Dewi dtg bgtahu aku, naomei terbaring tepi jalan rumah, kene langgar..

xtahu kene langgar dgn apa pasal jasad sempurna elok tapi nao'mei mcm mengalami pendarahan dalaman sebab hidung dia je yg berdarah...

kesian, aku angkat, na'omei dah keras...
mungkin waktu pagi dia kene langgar, tapi parent aku kuar umah xnmpak pulak...

kami tanam dekat depan rumah... semua bibik sebelah dan kak dewi yg buat...
aku...... tukang tengok je.. sebab, terkaku,terpaku,terkedu....
seriously xtau nk buat apa waktu tu...

this is my first time ade pet and first time losing it....
selama ni family kitaorg xde pet..
one, sebab masing2 busy,
one, sebab xde yg betul2 suka/reti jaga
one, and the most important, sebab my mom geli kucing !!!

tapi alhamdulillah...
kehadiran Na'omei dalam hidup kami,
disertai 3 zuriatnya yang comel2 itu mengubah persepsi kami sekeluarga..
adik aku yg bongsula (yg plg suka haiwan) yg mula kan idea nk bela 'mereka'..
sampai mak aku sekarang dah boleh gomol2 'diaorang'...

Na'omei mengubah hidup kami jadi lebih gembira,
Na'omei mengajar kami satu erti kehidupan yg amat bernilai, bermakna,
Na'omei membuat kami lebih prihatin,
Na'omei mengajar kami berfikir tentang yg lain2 juga selain kami, iaitu mereka,
Na'omei telah membuat transformasi terhadap kami....
Namun, Na'omei cuma sempat bersama dengan kami hanya dalam masa yang singkat,

kurnian Na'omei kpd kehidupan kami darimu ya Allah sgt berharga dan tak ternilai...
semoga engkau tenang di sana...

courtesy pic of mysis



2,3 hari sblm Na'omei pergi, dia x tido rumah kami.. selalu merayau malam2 keluar..
orang kata, kucing kalau nak mati, dia xnak mati kat rumah tuan dia, mungkin dia dah tahu yg dia akan pergi, tapi aku kesal sbb mlm2 xnmpak Na'omei sebelum dia pergi...

miss you so muchh...

February 14, 2011

perginya satu kehidupan.... (part 1)


NA'OMEI, ibu kucing telah pergi meninggalkan kami..
pagi tadi, 13.02.2011
mode : sedih - hiba - stunned and upset...

will be update tomorrow....