ain't a fairytale. . . .

We live to learn, and learn to live.... Life is not a fairytale, nor a princess story... Even after thousand times been deceived.. The greatest point is where we able to stand up from fallen apart...

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heart..starves as well as bodies..give us ROSES..give us bread..--and give me SALMON d most!!--

August 26, 2010

kenebebel



mr.b membebel kat saya ptg smlm.....

apa salahnya saya melayan bebelan mr.b.....

kerana selama ni die layan je karenah saya yg macam2...huuuuuu...

saya tahu mr.b sayang kat saya.......


August 23, 2010

..s.u.r.a.t...c.h.e.n.t.a..




lastweek, saya telah menerima surat chenta dari penyelia kolej tersayang....
sudah 2 kali saya dpt surat ini...chenta btol die dgn saya....
surat tersebut diselitkan pada "wiper" miss Kay...dan saya mnyedarinya seawal jam 9pagi..
owh....awal btul surat cinta ini dilayangkan..
adakah si pengirim telah bersedia sejak malam utk mmbernya kpd saya......

kelihatan ada beberapa kereta2 laen ys menerima surat spt saya..
owh...putus harapan..saya sangkakan dia chenta sama saya seorang..huuuu...

kami yg dpt surat chenta ini sbb parked at inappropriate place..well,in my case, not in a exactly parking lot--which is a yellow box kan...mesti u ols tau...

9pagi okay~9pagi~~~
sah2 la mlm before tu parking pnuh...that's y we ol paking kt tmpt len...
tidak ada parking~~
we ol paking pun kt tepi2 sidewalk jerw
bukannye we ol paking block jalan smpai moto skuter pn tkleh lalu weyh....
lau bagi lori tanah memangla xmuat~~

ADUYAIIII
dahla parking lot tak mncukupi..
xknla nk paking ktlua gate kolej....xnak saya menggadaikan nyawa missKay trsayang saya ni...
nak2 ktlua tu tgh ade construction....
kolej ni pon tkde wat sticker ~~alaaahaiii.....

notasikukaki (woii..kaki nerde siku...palelutut adela.....) : ape2puns,saya tetap sayangs kolej saya


August 19, 2010



dear baby,

i might have not show u enough how much i love u honey...
i am sorry...i know u might be thinking all this time i am not aware of you..
but that's not true...
.......
i am so sorry if sometimes i was not there, beside u when u're lonely..
i am sorry if u didn't see how much i care about u
i am sorry if i have been neglecting u for a while...
i am sorry if i ever hurt u...
i am really2 sorry because i was very busy to be there for u..

but i always think about u...
i always love when we spend our time together..
the best moment was when we both alone on a long journey for a long time...
i always love the way u are...
i always love how u drive me crazy when u let me be wherever i want...
i always love when u let me get whatever i want..
but i love u the most even i couldn't go wherever or i couldn't get whatever i wanted...
i love you the most~~

but it was not my decision to let you go...
i always wanted you not to be far away....
i always wanted you by my side....
i can't control the circumstances...
they want something else..but i don't want it...
even i want..i don't wanna loose you....

please do me a favor..
please let me LOVE u one more time...
please let me HAVE u ..... even it's for the last time..i don't wanna feel it so....
please..........

last night when the rain was falling, i saw you...
i hate that how i couldn't be with you.....
how i wish i could hug you and warmth you

i hope u know that i was never wanna loose you...
i hope u know....that we will be given another chance..to be together....

Lovely,
Erna

to my dearest baby, Miss Kay

August 17, 2010

....d.u.g.a.a.n....


semalam...
tanggal 16.august.2.0.1.0...
satu perkara sEDiH telah menimpa.....
my.pe.tite.car. broke down....
it was my fault anyway~~i am so sorry miss.Kay
that evening... it was raining...
me rushed to baazar ramadhan.it was a lil bit late actually..as i went out around 6.10p.m
at such time, you could never drive as fast furious movie's car...
at such time, even bicycle run faster than BMW , RX-8, or other elegant,expensive,proud-to-have car

and by the time i arrived 'pakguard pagar UM bangsar', i realize i couldn't able to reach baazar and get back hostel before buka..
so i decided to park miss.Kay at parking lot there....
and i walked to Kerinchi's baazar ramadhan...(lagi satu dugaan...Tuhan shj yg tahu..sabar~)

when i got back to my miss.Kay...i saw something that regret me later~
i forgot to turn off the "lampu"!!!!!!
how careless i was....
then, miss.Kay refuse to start her engine..
i knew it!
turned the key again...f.a.i.l.e.d....
....
....and i started to cry.....
Oh, God....
Please "tabahkan hati hamba-Mu"....
So then, that made me had experience having "buka" in my car..along with the rain....a.l.o.n.e
....and i cried again.....

So, God...
thanks for giving me such a 'dugaan'
coz i should be thankful to You....
coz i know You love me..
and that's why you let me enjoy the meaning of difficulty...and let me have time..to solve my own problem....
Alhamdulillah....i could finally get back to hostel...

notakakibangku: thanks also to Mr.B~~~~thanks a lot for sacrifice your time.....

my miss.Kay...adakah kamu merajuk dgn saya honey~~

August 14, 2010

~~~~~SuSHiHoShiiii~~~~~


salam ramadhan..dn salam 1 Malaysia semua....
(ehh..mcm pmbaca berite plak)

bulan pose nih mcm2 dugaan la...
hobi baru dlm bulan pose nih : MENCARI TEMPAT MAKAN :
actually, ada segelintir dr kita yg mmng dah bese dgn hobi eat mission ni...
srunut gk tgk org2 yg suke beno journey sana-sini crk syurga makanan...oWh~~ (maafkan saya jika entri ini buat anda terliur...mmng xberniat...plsh2~~)

i am craving for sushi FYI..for d time being..
i dunno y la..but i am craving 4 it like crazeeyyyy~~ especially salmon sushi..waaa ~~~
~~~kyaa~~oishikute tamaranaii~~~
mengidam ala2 org pregnant gitu..oOoPss..bukan ye..bukan2..no~no~im not married yet!!


so,d next MiSSioN iMPoSsibLe is finding nemo...
eh,silap2...finding 'sushitei' la..
(and the co-star is Nyahz--sorry nyahz,ak bg ko co-star jer..bajet lari nk amek ko jdik heroin..n ak risau tk lepas lembaga penapisan pilem..keke)











beginila ghope salmon yg saya idam2kan~~ maafkan saya~~saya xdpt tahan diri dr menepek gmba2 mereka~~!!!

access point : btween Putrajaya ~ Lembah Klang ~ Kuala Lumpur
ade dah jumpa several...like Sushi Zanmai+Nagomi Shabu2+GenkiSushi...
yOsSshhh!!!mari mulakan misi~~~

notakakibercagu(yucks!):sape2 yg tau sushitei best..maila rekemen kt cheq~~




August 13, 2010

~~H.o.M.E.s.c.H.w.e.E.e.T.t.h.O.m.E~~

yezza....
me : BACK :to : my : HOME mode!!!!!!

Syukur ALHAMDULiLLah i could be at my home today~~
im grateful that i still be given time to "berbuka" with my family...

even 1 member is missing here...my sis who's still at Bintulu.. (she might be had have her "buka" at this time)
yuuhuuu..INTAN~~don't be jealous~~wakakaka....

well Intan..don't blame me...
I'm having nice buka with mama n ayah yoo~~~daaa....

kashott aye........


huih...ngalahkn budak2 tol..pose bru 3hari da brangan nk beli kasut raye ke nokkk...
buknnye ape,my rumet told me there will be a blogger entrepreneur baazar this Saturday @ Mid...
jarang2 taw ad bazaar kt mid neh...jrg2 tmpat kami disinggahi oleh si penjual2 fesyen terkini yg marbeles lagi gojes giteww...
so, i dunwanna left behind n reaallllyy wanna grab this opportunity smpikan i sanggup utk drive dr Nilai ke Mid taw nnti....

nk djadikn cerita actually i am a little bit outdated dlm fesyen2 neh...
i was like being in a jeans+shirt+sneakers style...
playsafe org kate...
hi-heel jarang sekali....(plg tggi pn i pkai heels seinchi stgh ..tu pon rse nk trcabot tumit nokk!!)
i loved being a sneakers girl (kunun ala2 Avril @ Bella twilight la kunun....blahhhh~)

tp sjak akhir2 ni saya rs sy da xbrpe sesuai kot dgn style cmtu...
org still ingt saya sweet 17..chewwahhhh
seresly......
prnah time blek kmpung, sdara mare ingt saya still amik SPM
padahal....dah hmpr 10thun kowttt tgglkan alam prsekolahan...wuuuu.....

dan saya sdg berusaha utk cuba tampil dgn gaya yg agak matang..
alkisah nya...lately i was like really into hi-heel stuff...nk try crkla kt Mid neh nnti

owh.and btw,i tgh carik kasut2 ala2 gmba kt bwh neh
tapi ksut2 neh sme market Japan plak....
wonder,ade ke jual kat M'sia neh





notakukukaki: agak2,pd pndapat anda..berjayakah saya dlm misi memperagakan kasut2 di atas? atau adakah anda rasa saya akn brakhir di sebuah longkang???atau saya trpaksa brjalan spt matkepit~~~~~awwww