....unLovabLe LoVe....


sem break is going for its end..'nther 5days..n i am stucked at my college with the Feseni camp n thank God this thing's oso gonna end up soon.it's not that im tired wif it in fact,i dun hav much work n task for this camp but tired of being mobiled-numb with not so much to do.
i can pretty clarify that my life is nothing great going on it..briefly restrained.. but wait till nex week when all my classes will be starting soon....
last days of 2009 also are going to faded...n we are heading for our new year, new life, n new things to do....i really2 hope that 2010 is gonna bring me to the roof where i can perfectly fix my broken life before.really2 wish for it...

speaking of newyear, i did some flashbacks n refreshed in my mind on how i love being in love with all the impossible-to be with-anime character/celebrities...(don't LOL on me!)
nick carter, conan's Shinichi, Gundam Wing's Trowa Barton & Heero, Yuyu Hakusho's Urameshi Yuuseuke & Kurama,owhhhh...

back-of-class's bookshelf,locker,desk...everywhere i could n legally placed the posters ( since i was in boarding school with some strict rules n ofkoz i hated those evntou i was a prefect..=P ) n now i am a bigger girl..holding couple of stories which i'v been in of it.falling in love in real life was more painful..sometimes we couldn't even know what did hurt or what did make us hurt.it's juz popped out..the anger,the pain,the unsatisfied...we even did'nt know what we really wanted...
smtimes i did feel that,owh..how Shinichi is perfect..I rather fall in love with the frozen-fearless-responsless poster figure which i could stare 24/7,when i was really full with tears,when i was stressed....nonsense..nonsense...
nonsense erna..get back in reality...wake up..........

it's the end..
or the end of the beginning....

finally.......

abes suda final utk sem ni..alhamdulillah..mudah2an terbuka hati lect2 ak nk bg markah "up" skeyt wlaupn ade yg ak jwb gune teori ak sndiri yg bukan2 ( i guess )

supposed 2 be i'm happy with it..
but i'm not...
i'm not sure y is it..but wut i'm sure is i am worrying...
but the thing is,i'm not sure i'm worrying about what is happening in my life or what "will" be going to happen in my future life....

it seems like i feel my life is going to the "suck" part of it

n it seems like there's "sumone" is watching its fallen...n seems he likes it..well..

i jz want to live my life..sumthng wrong with that??we all hav right to have our own life in our own way isn't it???
i jz dun get it.y people wanna mess up with other's life??
i don't give a damn on ur life..so don't bother with my life....

exam..exam..dan exam

heh..agak terlambat sbnrnya aku nak mengepost post ber "title" "exam" inih aku rasa sbb tggal 3 paper...x dan pown nk wish utk kwn2 yg nk exam..
tapi disebabkn aku telah de'tegur' dek mmber aku si pezul duk komen blog x update kerw..jadi atas sbb dsar sense of not being updated n freak to be outdated..so i left just one post here utk mnyatakan that i'm still alive men..still concious,still realize that i have a blog to share..still know how to use pc okay....

but condition skrang ni is kinda different.heh...a bit stressssssssssssssed wif exam sickness n feel like wanna blow off my throat with hi-pitch screaaaaammmmmmmmm~~~~ ( rindu lak ngn Nagaoka..rindu nk melalak kat karaoke...ahakss!!)

okla,xleh lelama kt blog neh,kang melagha lebih lak...better get back to my course notes n throw my brain cell to leech 'em...yummy..

wish me luck guys..err..or the better way = pray for me ..hehe..the best of luck for my frens yg nak exam gaks..sorry lmbt wish....gambarou...

~cHuN-cHuN PALACE~
THE PLACE U CAN EAT WHiLE SAViNG THE WORLD!!!!
COME TO OUR STALL n ENJOY WiTH US!!

Venue : Stall no.11, KPS Parking Lot, University Malaysa

Hey buddy!!!!come to our stall this 8th ~ 9th October 2009.. from 9a.m ~ 5p.m to enjoy our outrageous superb meal while recycling!! we serve:

• FLESHY HANDMADE CHiCKEN/EGG SANDWICH...u'll melt even by juz see at it!
  

• SPARKLING JUiCE made from RiBENA + LEMoN.u must try!betcha won't regret!!

• FRESH FRUiT JUiCE...apple?orange?watermelon? which one? these trio will make u jumping n gigling juz with the sip of it!

• SUPERiOR TOP-Of-SECRET DESERT..don't be the last man on earth to try it!!!

so, wut r u waiting for??c'mon get off ur ass from that lazy chair n come to our stall to experience the fun enjoying meal with us while u can save our environment by bringing along any recyclable stuff..(ader ke pkataan "recyclable"??lantak!!) any cans, plastic, papers, pet bottle..with 1kg of them u can get our 1 of the meal for free!!FUN isn't it!!come n bring all ur buddies n fwends!save ur tummy..n save our world!!ehekhekhek

Selamat Hari Raya

Salam lebaran for Muslims all over the world..we're celebrating our Eid Fitri today...after 29days fasting..may this year's Eid bring us to His love n taqwa..

but Raya this time come a bit different to us...we didn't go back to our 'kampung' early like always..as my sister Intan is on her way back to Semananjung from Bintulu this aftrnoon.so we're waiting for her rite now n will be heading to 'kampung' after picking her up at the airport...

wake up in this morning i realized some things that i missed already during 'puasa' ..what are these thing i will let u know in te next post...
SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all of you buddies!!! MAAF ZAHiR DAN BATiN

i'm backk~~!!..and it's Raya we r waiting for..!!

yeah..it's been like hiding in a cave for a hundred years..!!..n i'm back!! damn missing u all sooo mucchhhh~~hye there..hye readers,followers,neighboors...thanks for all this time, keeping uninvisible in here..thanks a lot!!eventhou i'm not here...

n it's celebration season...comin 3~4 days we will celebrating our Hari Raya..ouwh..n sorry for not wishing u all Ramadhan's greeting..but i wish n pray we get barakah n blessings in this holy month...

besh nya bon odori

akhirnya..........

me berjaya meredah jalan2 ke Bon Odori malam itu....

mmng besh!besh2!..me thought lg besh dr Jom Heboh ( eventhough never been there ).....

mmbuatkan ku rasa mahu lagi datang taun depannn!!!

yahhh!!...bon odori..next year..i'll be there....wait fer me...